At this very moment

I feel deceived and unworthy.

Pain is good, I learn from pain

Love is tragic
Love is bold
You will always do what you are told

Love is hard
Love is strong
You will never say that you were wrong

I dont know when I got bitter
Love is sure better when it's gone
Because you wanted more
More than I could give
More than I could handle
And a life that I can't live

You wanted more
More than I could bare
More than I could offer
And a love that isn't there

Love is color
Love is love
Love is never saying you're too proud

Love is trusting
Love is honest
Love is not a hand that holds you down

I dont know when I got bitter
Love is surely better when it's gone
Because you wanted more
More than I could handle
And a life that I can't live

You wanted more
More than I could bare
More than I could offer
And a love that isn't there

I gotta pick me up when I am down
I gotta get my feet back on the ground
I gotta pick me up when I am down

[Solo]

I don't know when I got bitter
Love is surely better when it's gone
Because you wanted more
More than I could handle
And a life that I can't live

You wanted more
More than I could bare
More than I could offer
And love that isn't there

You wanted more
More than I could bare
More than I could offer

Because you wanted more
More than I could give
More than I could handle
And a life that I can't live



a la Forest Gump: and that's all I have to say about that.

Sometimes

Sometimes it's good to write a letter, even if you never send it out.

Dear Person,
I miss you. You know how I look for signs and alignments in my life that prove to me I'm on the right path? I found a sign today, actually it was a lack of one. Instead of the planets aligning to show me what I would lose with the loss of you, they showed me what I would gain. I gained freedom. I gained a better kind of love than I could have ever hoped you were possible of: Self-love.
I could say more, but I never kept myself hidden from you; that was all your department. The lies and manipulation are all on you, but the magic and possibilities are things I'm taking full responsibility for.
Sincerely,
Andromeda

Time on my hands since you been away

Evolution is a beautiful thing.
Men used to be the bread winners. The ones that would go out into the world and bring home the bacon for their wives and children.
Now they've learned that they don't have to a do a damn thing at all. "My sugar momma will handle it" they think.
Women are the bread winners now, and they still raise the kids, clean the house, find time to look beautiful, and please their men.

And to top it off: boyfriends act the same way. "My girlfriend will pay for it. Won't ya babe?"