I feel that love is free.
I knew, one day, you'd be back. And I knew I wouldn't take you back. This is what we English majors call poetic justice.
I wished you eternal happiness, not because I wanted you to be happy per se, but because I thought that the universe keeping you happy and busy would also help it keep you away from me.
Let's face it: you brought out the worst in me. I'd go as far as to say that I hated who I became when I was around you.
And in your absence I didn't find a "real" man. Quite the contrary. I found some really bad people (mostly men). And I ripped them all out of my life.
But the difference was, this time, I only had myself to fall back on. And I survived.
It infuriates me to no end that you act like you could walk back into my life at anytime. Sorry old lover, I love who I am now entirely too much to let you ruin me again.
If it makes me a snob to believe that I have the right to dictate who may or may not be a part of my life, then I'm a snob. And fucking proud of it.
I knew, one day, you'd be back. And I knew I wouldn't take you back. This is what we English majors call poetic justice.
I wished you eternal happiness, not because I wanted you to be happy per se, but because I thought that the universe keeping you happy and busy would also help it keep you away from me.
Let's face it: you brought out the worst in me. I'd go as far as to say that I hated who I became when I was around you.
And in your absence I didn't find a "real" man. Quite the contrary. I found some really bad people (mostly men). And I ripped them all out of my life.
But the difference was, this time, I only had myself to fall back on. And I survived.
It infuriates me to no end that you act like you could walk back into my life at anytime. Sorry old lover, I love who I am now entirely too much to let you ruin me again.
If it makes me a snob to believe that I have the right to dictate who may or may not be a part of my life, then I'm a snob. And fucking proud of it.
